“Yes baby I still love daddy” (all while gritting my teeth)
learning to love when all the emotions are gone. Learning to love separately. The surface love that comes about only for your child’s sake. painful “joyous” CONversations with daddy; when all you can think of is how he did you wrong . How do you move on from rage which blocks your pain? You move on “surfaceLY” it’s when you block your true emotions purposely.
experts might say its unhealthy. But screw that! I rather deal with this guy courteously.